Sunday, October 17, 2010

Monday, October 11, 2010

hey, I opened my Formspring.Me. it's been months I haven't updated my Formspring. forgotten the password. -.-" there's bunch of questions, doesn't feel like answering it. I followed random people.


ASK ME RANDOM QUESTIONS @www.formspring.me/nurfaizah17
THANKS! <3




NFBS. -signing off

I'm not a stalker, MACAM KAU~ macam apa? macam baie. hahahaha. saklieh. elikshaaaaaa trushan. (:

jobless & tak dapat tidur. pfft~


NFBS.

3.141592654. it's pie. haha. 3.14? 22/7? haha, apakan. jobless! so, I guess I nak tidur. @00:14. aher dah. alright! byeeeeeeee~
#now playing: Heart Burst Into Fire - Bullet For My Valentine

NFBS.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

hey hoe. chap brah?
currently on my bed. listening to musics.
#now playing: Therapy - All Time Low
I'm effing bored here! just signed off from MSN & FB chat. tomorrow, school. doesn't feel like schooling. -.-" I think there's a History test tmr, LUPA berabis! so, belum lah baca buku tu. heh.

hey, tadi I went to SSB hospital. becheck. I have breathing difficulty lately. I don't know why. the doctor said, "perhaps it's a panic attack." wth? what am I panicking for? bullshit. hahah. what an ass. my waist hurts like hell. I want steroids! tapi abis. -.-" so, aa, my waist hurts, payah nafas, my head spins, my stomach ache, insomnia, my eyes are watery, I kept sweating a lot, angan2 selalu, sleepyhead, my arm hurts & I don't know what is happening. :S hmmmmm...
#now playing: Seduction - Alesana

I was watching a netball match in tv just now with my mom & dad @815. it's India against Jamaica. SIUK USULNYA DURANG MAIN! heheh. I wish I can play netball~ India scores only 26 points while Jamaica scores 100! COOL! haha. gatal eh kaki/tangan kan main. huhuhu. ):

aku makin gamuk by the way. haha! tak percaye? wait til you see me. hahaha. sekalur eh. -.-" I REALLY need to exercise. nanti tah. so, I think that's all. see you very soon~


NFBS.

harloooooo & goodnightz. (:

Saturday, October 9, 2010

eh, sorry yesterday tak update. ani, baru saja recharge credit. (:
so, right now, tengah tengok tv & melimpang. went to kb tadi, with Mom, Dad & Alif.

eh bro, ada cerita yo. hahah, apade. so, aa, I was thinking... thinking macam sibuduh. then I come to a point where I think my dad really don't trust me anymore. I think he hates me. you know, I have done THOUSANDS of things just to make him proud & finally wins his trust back. I have good results on my exam this year. no #7 out of #32 in class. I have LOTS of certificates this year; 1) BGIC [world wide!] 2) netball 3) Art competition 4) Maths carnival 5) Art [again] 6) Camping 7) Australian Maths. etc... inda cukup ka? I've done my chores at home well, I pray, I study, inda melawan, I helped mom, inda kelaie, inda whatsoever. somehow, it's not enough~ I'm broken hearted... cuba kamu, everything you do/did, it seems like, he doesn't appreciate it. I've talked about this with my sister, she said, dad really cares. but I... I just, I just think he doesn't. :S I know I've did something wrong in the past, but past is past right? PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE forgive me. we don't get along. kaka, Alif & Anah, durang okay sama bapa. but Ijah inda. )': I just don't get it... everytime I'm with dad, it feels very awkward. we don't talk together. please don't hate me, but I know you do.
ya Allah, I wish that I can tell him(dad) that I love him with all my heart. and I wish I can turn back time, and un-do what I did wrong. I always wish I was a little girl again, where dad kan cuddle me tight, where I feel save on his arms. (':

p/s: I Love my Mom, Dad, Sisters & my Brother. other relative & my friends too.


NFBS.

Thursday, October 7, 2010

Wednesday, October 6, 2010

Labels: Darling

Labels: Darling

Labels: Nurfaizah Sani

assalammualaikum! (:
hey~ sup?

tomorrow is AYU'S BIRTHDAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY! <3 & si krong. hahaha. :D

happy advance birthday, Ayu. may Allah bless you. semoga panjang umur murah rezeki. sihat2 selalu. takecare disana~ :D we miss you, Ayu! <3

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Tuesday, October 5, 2010

heyya!

heheh. sorry jarang update aa~ I've been busy all day. now, baru saja abis main game, 3HOURS straight nonstop~ HAHA! (: nothing else to do, so main game lah memanjang.

tadi, keskulah time patang. ada class mengaji. -.-" then balik pukul 4.30, JALAN KAKI. wtf. meletihkan! huhuhu. this morning @school, there's a talk about Smoking. like, whathefuck. I didn't even concentrate. I fell asleep at the hall, at Mira's shoulder. hahaha! boring talknya. heh.

so, currently, I am on my bed. on my way to bed, I think. I'm exhausted~ huhu. so, aa, I think that's all. I have lots of things to talk about actually, but since I've been busy & right now I'm exhausted, I think I'll talk about it when I'm free & energized. hahah, apadeee. :P alright!

goodnight & sweetdreams~


NFBS.

Monday, October 4, 2010

hey.
dah nak tidur ni. awal? yeah, I know. atunarrrr. :P bah, ciao duluan. goodnight! sleeptight & sweetdreams. (:


NFBS.

al-fatihah. (': my cat died this morning. I mean, siDarling. (: we don't know why she died. we all think she died pasal ia sakit. she left her kittens & now the kittens ada 'Ibu Susuan.' (: heh.

pagi tadi, kana banguni, tapi alum lagi bangun. then the clock shows it's already 6.45am, bangun lah. Kaka, Anah & Alif riuh, pasal Darling lamah & ia nazak. :S I didn't care at first, cause I knew she'll be alright. so, I was taking my shower, then, abis mandi, went out. then liat, kaka menangis ni. mourning aa. hahah. she said, "Jaaaah, tsk tsk. Darling maaaaaaaati. tsk tsk tsk tsk.". "ah, banarwah?" yes, she died. tragic lost. huhu. Kaka, Anah & Alif cried, but I didn't. kancang lah konon. I hate crying. hahaha. mm, so let's talk about something else. (:

just now @8pm, I went to Amey's house with Mira. we were finishing our 'projects.' anu untuk teacher's day. but alum siap. heh.


bah, I'll update again later. (:


NFBS.

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Sunday, October 3, 2010

HELLO BLOG! I rindu kat you~ :P apaday. now, I'm going to upload post, yang supposed to be updated on 01/10 & 02/10 & 03/10. apakan? haha, bah!

**01/10 Friday 02.00pm**
hello October! welcome to 2010. heheh. :D today is Friday. no school! whee~ (: apaday. :P as you guys know, I can't update this blog. cause, lesen tahunan aa. right now, I'm updating this at my note as a draft. if ada credit, I'll update it as soon as possible. (:

**03/10 Sunday 11.48am.**
currently @Pengilan, Bandar. shitto. gila, panas kan mati. heh. :S mama lagi macam sibanar. grandma lagi, nowhere to be found. what a douchebag. haha! mudahan jua ia inda menyuruh menapau karang. kalau awu, sial ni. hahahahaha. is your grandma same as mine? everytime pengilan, ia nyuruh tapau. WTF. palui sulnya oh. heh.

I'm updating post as draft. still, haven't bought Easi top-up. nada masa kan kekadai. and save duit. haha. gila eh, panas! boring lagitu. achu vanaaaaa~ psycho lagi, kaka nada aa. ia kan belajar lah dirumah konon. pfft, no cute/hot/kacak guys here. HAHA! bini2 banyak pulang. menyampah! -.-" apaday. :P

so aa, update soon! (:


NFBS.